#starboy irl

[itsyourstarboy]

Hello friends

I made a little clown

[faverinfairy444]

me: IM SCARED THAT I'LL MISS YOU HAPPENS EVERY TIME I DONT WANT THIS FEELING I CANT AFFORD LOVE I TRY TO FIND REASON TO PULL US APART IT AINT WORKIN CUZ YOU'RE PERFECT AND I KNOW THAT YOU'RE WORTH IT I CANT WALK AWAAAY EVEN THOUGH WE'RE GOIN THROUGH IT AND IT MAKES YOU FEEL ALONE JUST NOW THAT I WOULD DIE FOR YOUUUU BABY I WOULD DIE FOR YOUUU THE DISTANCE AND THE TIME BETWEEN US IT WLL NEVER CHANGE MY MIND CUZ BABY I WOULD DIE FOR YOU BABY I WOULD DIE FOR YOUUU YEA

[purple-iris-flower]

NEW TAG GAME

irl you vs what you want to look like

picrew here

@cloverthesimp365 @fly-you-dam-fools @gay-starboy-emo @irism00ny @im-just-here4853 @n1xxi3 @ihavehomework2dobutimhereinstead @soupyloopyx @/anyone

[st4rgirl-andy]

Introduction <3

Name: Andromeda (Andy please) Black

Age: 17 years old

House: Slytherin

Pronouns: She/they

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Likes: Reading, Cats, Science, Tea, my friends!, music, fashun☆

Loves: BatCat "The Void"

Dislikes: Certain family members, Ableists/homophobes/transphobes, ARTHROPODS

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My People ☆:

Siri (Child 1): @whyso-s1rius Reggie (Child 2): @reggie-the-starboy Jimothy (Bonus Child 1.5): @antlers4brains Lils (Bonus Child 2): @lily-0f-the-v4lley Rem (Bonus Child 3)(Menace 1): @inkstainedmoons Peteman (Menace 2): @freaky-lil-wormy Cassie (Fav Slytherin ): @its-a-dork-cas Panda (Literal Faerie): @pandoras-box-of-love Ev (Thing 1): @who-killed-rosie Bart (Thing 2): @batty-barty-crouchjr Marls (Cass' GF): @marls-meadowes Mary (Cool Girl TM): @ur-fav-macdonald Cissa ♡ (Sista 1): @blackrosecissa Bella ✩ (Sister 2): @bella-trixy Alicee (Best bonus Sister!): @cue-alice

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OOC - this is a roleplay blog IRL- Jamie (@jamiefpotts)

[hyuneskkami]

╭₊˚ TOKYO DRIFT . . . skye’s 50 followers event ! ⋆⭒˚.⋆

intro post here !

ᝰ. PODIUM (masterlist) . . .

— click here for the event masterlist <3

~ completed: 34

~ remaining: 00

REQUESTS CLOSED ‼️

ᝰ. CONDUCTOR’S NOTES (a/n) . . .

ahhh! thank you all so so much for this!! i’m so grateful to everyone who follows my blog and reads my fics <3 I have the best time interacting with you (: your guys’ support is the best fr. i’m so so happy to write what I love with no time constraints, and having amazing mutuals and followers sending in the best requests. I hope to interact more with the rest of you, and make new friends! also… new theme alert! hope yall like it 🤍 all the love, skye <3

ᝰ. IDOLS (ib & cr) . . .

event inspired by covey (@hopelesslyromanticshark), zuri (@canonfeminine), sunni (@sunnitheapollokid), eden (@cinemaconrad) & special mention to mori (@nuncscioquidsitamor-14) for being the reason I grew this much + found some of my fav moots (including you <3)

ᝰ. GENERAL (everyone) . . .

I. IF U SEEK AMY ! ִ ࣪𖤐

give me a short/long description about yourself (hobbies, likes/dislikes, favourites, etc.) and i’ll assign you a book gf/bf !

II. PUMP IT ! ִ ࣪𖤐

you can request moodboards for any character/ship/friend group (:

III. SUPERMASSIVE BLACK HOLE ! ִ ࣪𖤐

ask for any character and i’ll write you a bunch of headcannons (you can provide a prompt or choose not to) <3

IV. GANGSTA’S PARADISE ! ִ ࣪𖤐

request a playlist for any character/prompt (maximum 10 songs) !

ᝰ. RESTRICTED (only moots) . . .

I. WHO IS SHE ? ࣪𖤐

give me a short/long description of yourself and i’ll tell you which of my oc’s you remind me of !

II. HOUSE OF MEMORIES ! ࣪𖤐

drop a request and i’ll make you a moodboard on how I see our friendship (+ book duo we resemble) (:

III. STARBOY ! ࣪𖤐

i’ll write you a letter <3

IV. YOU AND I ! ࣪𖤐

drop a request and i’ll write a few headcannons about what you and I would do if we ever met irl !

ᝰ. INSTRUCTIONS (rules) . . .

i. i’ll only be able to answer your request if i’m a part of that fandom, so I would suggest checking out my fandoms nav here first

ii. only one request per message

iii. only three requests per day

iv. normal asks might be closed until event ends

ᝰ. RACE TIME (dates) . . .

starts on — 17th may, friday

ends on — 30th may, thursday

> EVENT CLOSED !!

ᝰ. PATH (asks’ format) . . .

please include title of the ask (ex. pump it/supermassive black hole/etc.) and the character name & fandom (if applicable). if it’s a description request, send your desc in points (if applicable) so it’s easier to read (:

ᝰ. RACERS (taglist) . . .

@nuncscioquidsitamor-14 @mqstermindswift @puffoz @skeelly @urmomabby @sunnitheapollokid

@jgracie @canonfeminine @cinemaconrad @totokyo @urbanflorals

@aezuria @thetunnelunderoceanboulevard @cherigall @percabethluvr @pjoverseluvr

@maybxlle @mershellscape @riordanness @starlitszn @metyouattherighttime

@a-beautiful-fool @sequinsnstars @ssparksflyy @fayvpor @iheartgirlzn

@nomournersnofuneralss @over-the-oceancall @seaglass-and-string @cer3lia @lara20aral

@bloophasarrived @xoxochb @auroraofthesun1 @sophiesonlinediary

[batty-barty-crouchjr]

introduction

i’m barty, and the better barty crouch

17 y/o

slytherin

i like my boyfriend a lot

i speak romanian, french and english!!

likes: raccoons, snakes, dark magic, evan and reg, potions, cigarettes, the smiths, green.

dislikes: homophobia, racism, transfiguration, most gryffindors, hangovers and sore throats.

people i know!

my wonderful boyfriend evan - @who-killed-rosie

evans same face person- @pandoras-box-of-love

regulus my best friend - @reggie-the-starboy

queen of slytherin (sorry pandora) - @its-a-dork-cas

CISSSY!!!! - @blackrosecissa

cissy’s scary sister - @bella-trixy

andy:) - @st4rgirl-andy

blonde barbie ass hair - @lucious-malfoys-hair

potion making person - @sev-princely-snape

regulus’s brother - @whyso-s1rius

my favourite redhead - @lily-0f-the-v4lley

chappell roan enjoyer (marlene) - @marls-meadowes

my fav gryffindor girl - @ur-fav-macdonald

cissys girlfriend - @cue-alice

my favourite gryffindor boy (remus) - @inkstainedmoons

regulus’s boyfriend thing/james - @antlers4brains

peter rat thing - @freaky-lil-wormy

(i’ll add more people later)

TO JOIN DM @maybe-an-rp!!!

OOC!!!

hiiii!!! i’m anastasia irl and this is my first rp!! i’m new to tumblr and rps so sorry if it’s a bit weird because it is confusing for me sometimes to sort things out. all the pictures i use will be from pinterest, i take NO credit for any pictures i use!

[yolkyweichei]

Hi, skykids and artists alike! 

WARNING: THIS IS LONG. I can't stop yappin'.

I was taking a series of screenshots of my art process for my own reference (to review later, see how my process has changed, etc. I’m not much of a timelapser) and figured I’d share my process and show off how much the game Sky: COTL has DRAMATICALLY improved my art (and also have a post to show people in the very, hopefully, unlikely chance anyone ever doubts that I draw my own art). I also have seen a lack of written out with screenshots explanations of art, as video format becomes more popular across not only Youtube, but Instagram and Tiktok as well. This is not a learning style I jive with, so this is something for all the artists out there looking for this kinda thing. 

For reference, here is my FIRST EVER Sky digital painting compared to my most recent (before the one used for this lil infodump). <3 This is CSP specific as far as brushes go, but I’ve seen people make amazing art in freaking PowerPoint, so if I can do it, you can do it. 

F’real. This is the process of a VERY LAZY artist with hand tremors and hecked up wrist ligaments as a result of an autoimmune disease.. I’m talking, drawing in bed in a blanket nest watching vodcasts and cuddling cats. 

(May 2024) -----> (January 2025) 

Added info - the pic on the left is exactly why I wanted to do this. I'm even a little embarrassed by it, now, but when I had originally posted it on another platform, I was questioned and disbelieved that I was able to draw a background at all. This was the start of me taking digital painting seriously (versus general character/creature design) with lineart and a cell shading style. That disbelief from someone who knew me IRL hurt a lot, and I often have the concern of that happening again. This is me alleviating that anxiety once and for all, so I can finally move past it. YAH, FRIENDO, THIS IS MY THERAPY SESSION.

Anyway; I’m nowhere near new to art, but it’s always been a hobby for me so I never sought to actively improve with proper studies -- but wanting to create lore for my silly lil skydude forced my hand. With a semi-open world game that’s genuinely gorgeous made collecting references easy, and the Sky community here on Tumblr has not only inspired but encouraged me to keep going despite 2024 being a very rough year. This game has brought me joy, and I hope you find this lil doodad helpful. 🕯️

Now on with the show! This piece will be a part of a little series I’m working on that will include lyrics to a song that gives me the biggest Sky vibes (To Thus Onto Tyrants by The Oh Hellos). 

The brush that did the heavy lifting (“spread pencil”) seems to be either very elusive or no longer available. Everything else is listed here :) 

What I could find: 

Turnip Pen - Default brush in CSP

“Crunchy” - Specifically the second to last one in this brushpack 

“Hard Round V1” 

“Hard Round V2” 

“YN Soft Round” (Not free, sorry ): ) 

“Pecas” - for sparkleys

“Toothbrush” - For more sparkleys

So the first step is to gather references. They’re a MUST HAVE and DON’T LET ANYONE ELSE TELL YOU OTHERWISE. Use references, redline, and yes - EVEN TRACE. I may make a lil thingy about how to do these things ethically, but for now, just art process. Let’s see what references I used: self harvested! 

Shout out to the Skykid screaming in the background. 

I also used this for a reference for the moth that I grabbed off the interwebs- 

For this, I wanted to try and recreate what it felt like as a moth (but after getting at least one starboi lol). Isle of Dawn will always hold a very special place in my heart. The first impression was impactful, even though I was incredibly confused on what I was doing. I knew I wanted the temple, but there’s something so calming and melancholy about that first cave. Putting these references together, I got the most hot garbage sketch I’ve ever done - but it’s okay! We’re not doing any lineart, so we WANT messy. The more you work on a sketch at this stage, the harder and more intimidating it will be to get to the next step. You’ll become too attached to those details and things you sketched, that if you have to go over them later it will be devastating. Just using this to work out composition :) 

Currently, I have two main layers (CSP makes an automatic background and I just leave that one alone and do not count this as a layer)

Top - moth sketch

Bottom - everything else

Moving forward, we’re working in three main sections. Background, midground, and foreground. I show a screenshot of how I organized these layers later. 

The next step is to block in colors. Layer styles are VALID and AMAZING, I do not use them much. They have their time and place, and I prefer to keep those for finishing touches. For now, I’m just doing my best to eyeball colors I like from the reference photos. Color picking is amazing and helpful too, but I’ll add a little note* at the end about why I try to avoid doing that too often from my reference. 

I put the colors on their respective layers (Four to start with. One for each mentioned above, and another for the moth). I try to block out shading and lighting but I keep it sloppy because it’s likely to change a LOT. This is just planning and fiddling, seeing what colors look good together. 

(Spread Pencil is the one brush I couldn’t find >: at this point, this is the ONLY brush I’ve used. Don’t be tempted by blending things yet. Be sloppy.) 

Once I get the general idea of what I want, I WORK FROM THE BACK. I hid any layer that would be ‘blocking’ that section and allow myself to go ‘outside the lines’ a bit. The overlap is helpful when making changes to the ‘front’ elements later. Remember, we’re still being SUPER MESSY.

I kept the moth/foreground visible so I can still check that the general color theme was working. 

Hide the sketch layer. Do it. We’re painting, not doing lineart. You gotta. I believe in you. Look at this slop. Beautiful. 

Alright, now we’re cooking! The layers are in the following order going from top (front) to bottom (back): 

-Moth sketch (will be hidden later) 

-Moth colors 

-Background sketch (will be hidden later) 

-The rock the moth is sitting on and that little rock section on the bottom left

-The rock behind the moth (hidden in this screenshot) 

-The rest of the cave 

-The temple 

At some point around here I used “Crunchy” on the clouds to blend em a bit. 

NOW IS THE FUN PART. RENDERIIINNNGGGGGG. I started with the stairs because they looked annoying. USE YOUR LINE/SHAPE AND SELECTION TOOLS. These will help you keep your lines straight and achieve crispiness if you desire. More on the stairs in a moment, but while you’re doing this, remember to 

ZOOM THE HECKIE OUT. Make it thumbnail sized and squint. Can you still tell what you’re painting? Evaluate. Are the colors working well together? Is there enough contrast? How’s that composition doing? Zooming out rocks. 

After taking a moment to zoom out and squint, I came up with the following notes: 

Do this regularly throughout your process, even if you’re in the middle of something mundane like drawing stairs. A LOT more contrast is needed, and taking a moment to notate this will help prevent you from doing TOO much that you’ll regret later when you end up covering it up to fix these issues you missed earlier. 

Back to the stairs. 

I blocked things in with the line tool and the turnip pen, then scribbled it around using ‘Hard Round V2”. When I say scribble, I mean literally. Scribble. It’s fun and freeing. We’re not trying to be precise or make anything hyper realistic. We just gotta get those colors down yknow. 

Good luck. 

Water is weird, and I don’t understand it. We guess and hope for the best. Remember that water is clear, and for the most part you’ll be able to see through it, so unless you have a blue toned drawing (like this one), the water itself may not be blue. I generally color pick the areas around it and lighten/darken it based on those. I also knew there’d be a light beam in this area, and the reflection from the moth’s candle so some bright oranges and yellows were nice to add, as well. Don’t forget reflections/highlights if the scene calls for it! 

Time for the part that actually requires a shred of skill. Thankfully, this pose is very simple and the moth’s design is, well, a moth. Don’t be afraid to toggle that sketch layer on and off for this. The moth is the main focus, and should be clear and easy to read as such - requiring a bit more work for colors and shape language. 

Don’t work on one single thing for long. The moment your brain goes “im getting annoyed/frustrated/bored”, move to another piece of the painting. If you notice your character has a horrible tangent with a background piece and it’s just really bothering you - stop working on the character and fix that background area. Give it a bit more bulge (or less), shift things around. Paint over stuff. 

“But I drew this really well, and it would be a shame to cover it up if I won’t be able to do it that well again!” You may ponder, anxiety filling your chest at the very thought of redrawing a hand or that one rock that just looks really, really good somehow. 

And to that I ask - why won’t you be able to do it again? You did it once before, CLEARLY you have the skill and ability. If you’re worried, draw over it on a new layer so if you have to fall back on the old thing, you can. ART IS FUN. Don’t let it stress you out too much. The moment you look at that canvas and go “you know what, I CAN do it again”, you will be able to do it again. 

Trust me. 

With some more scribbling done, we can start detailing things that aren’t stairs. Yay! Let’s work from the back again.

LITERALLY. SCRIBBLE.

You can start blending around now, too, though. We’re getting there, and look at all we have to show for it! I tried to mimic the clouds as best I could from the screenshot because like water - they are weird and wonky and yah, hard. Cloud brushes can be helpful, but give you significantly less control IMO, but to each their own and whatever works for you, works. 

BG looking good, but remember ZOOM OUT. I can see the contrast of the temple/background elements looks a bit better now, and now that I’m bored with that, I wanna bounce to that midground area, and fix up the moth a bit more. I also used an ADD (GLOW) layer to messily test some different ways to paint light beams and to find a nice color. I settled on the same yellow I used on the candle flame. I didn’t work too hard on this just yet, since there’s a lot of elements that will hit that light that I haven’t even thought about yet. 

I fiddle with the main cave texture a LOT. Painting over it entirely MULTIPLE TIMES to find something that sticks. What you see here is not it. I also added some details to the ‘moth rocks’ but this also changes a little as we go. 

Painting/art is a lot of push and pull. You add some darkness, take away some. Add some light, take away some. Add an element, remove one. Go with the flow and trust yourself. Turn on an audiobook or a movie and turn off your brain while you plop colors here and there. An artist I VERY MUCH look up to (Julia Lepetit of Drawfee and Secret Sleepover Society) said, “Zoom in and zone out”. It’s time to turn off that brain and paint. 

I zoned out too hard and stopped taking screenshots because oops. On the top left shows the YN Soft Round, Pecas, and Toothbrush, in that order going from the top and counter clockwise. 

I darkened up the cave quite a bit and finally settled on a look for those upper rock formations. I used a MULTIPLY layer to darken up the moth’s shadow a bit, then merged the layers and used those same colors to blend it with the rest of the rock. I also deleted and added a new ADD (GLOW) layer and fixed up that lighting. This is where we get to darken shadows and add highlights and bounce light to things. Anything in bright, direct light has its original color showing through (from the original layer it’s colored on, that wonky light blue area by the stairs). Rim lighting is a great way to separate elements like this (the different rock edges) without having to use a gajillion different shades/values of the same boring blue to make it stand out. 

Details on the moth are also done now - mostly in the hair. A few hair strands, ESPECIALLY in Sky with the white hair we all have - looks incredible in a painty style IMO. I also SHOULD HAVE added the star on the moth’s cape at this point, but BOIIS, GORLS, AND CRYPTIDS, i forgot until I saved/exported it and had to go back and fix it. But anyway, so you don’t have to scroll up, here’s the finished piece again: 

Thank you for reading, if you did! I hope it was helpful, or at the very least served me in the future like this post is intended to do!

And I will leave you off with the promised note* about color picking -

Color picking from a reference can be really cool and easy and tempting, but you know what makes that NOT work? Color theory. When you blend your colors (this goes for real life, too), there's a LOT more grey and diluted tones than you'd expect. A lot of these bright colors aren't ACTUALLY bright, save for the details on the candle light and the ADD (GLOW) layers. The orange reflections on the rocks and water are actually quite dark and diluted, but because it contrasts so well with the darker blues - it looks a lot brighter. Blending these colors together allows for a more natural soft light. This is also why I try to work on so few layers for pieces like this that are relatively simple. I can easily take a bright color and use a softy kind of brush - the hard round v1 brush is GREAT for this, a little bit of pressure over the colors you already painted down will blend them together with some minor elbow grease and mindfulness. It gets a more natural transition between your lights and darks.

Where as if you zoom in on your reference and color pick - look at it. Look at it all zoomed up, I BEG you. Make it super pixely, and you will see how much that 'one' color varies in that entire area. Unless you're color picking pixel by pixel, which at that point you're not really drawing/painting at all, it's just not going to work out and help you recreate that reference.

My personal preference is to color pick for base colors to get me started with a vibe, and then once I have a few colors down, I'm eyeballing it all the way baybee.

[itsyourstarboy]

I FINISHED ALL THE GIFTS I WAS CROCHETING

and I took pictures of all of them this time 😋

BEHOLD

frankenweenie

More under the cut

VOILA

a puppy in overalls

PRESTO

a soft lil sea turtle babey

TA-DA

a lil wonky shrek (I call him shrok)

OBSERVE

courage the cowardly dog

—★–·–★—

And that's all! It was only five projects, but these ended up taking me the whole month 😩😩 I'm not mad about it though, I enjoyed it ♡

[flicklikesstuff]

No thoughts. Just Star.

(These were some old doodles before I made his redesign btw. Also, Srry for the bad lighting at some pics.)

AU Fun Fact!

“Why is his name just Star? Does he not have a proper name? Aster? Orion? Astro? Or have I just not thought of a name for Starboy yet?”

What’s the answer? Star.

Star IS his name.

Yeah, that’s it. Let me explain:

……

Stars don’t really have names. At least not in the human language. I like imagining that if you do ask for a star’s name in their own language, the answer only comes out as an incomprehensible and ear-damaging sound. A sound that stars in space would make irl.

Yet, Wishing Stars still love listening to the names that mortals do give them in human language, whether individually or as a constellation.

Starboy himself was never given a name. (He didn’t mind it much, actually.) He was a young star that most never really notice in the sky. Plus, he was imprisoned on earth by Magnifico for nearly a decade anyways so he was never given one. (And even then, the things close to having a name are degrading ones like ‘little thing’, ‘the power source’. ‘tool’ etc.)

When Asha met him and gave him a proper one, he was pretty ecstatic. Tbh, Asha wasn’t in a creative mindset at the time and meant to put “Star” as a placeholder name for now until they could think of smth better.

However, regardless of that, “Star” is literally the only name this guy will happily respond to. (And he will funnily ignore any other attempt to name him-

Soooooo~ oh sht Asha, I guess the placeholder name has become permanent now because he says so.)

It’s not anything fancy that the bigger stars were given, but it’s his name. And I think it’s so sweet that this cosmic powerful being just finds absolute joy in the simplest things given to him.

Edit: Lol, this post is kinda old now. Just to remind y’all that some info in my old posts about my Wish!AU may no longer be canon ^^

[bezzplaining]

[Football AU]

Valentino:

-Legend from inter milan, in the 90's-00's he was like the italian david beckham(style + all the girls died for him).

-He played all his career in the same team althought he had some good offers from other teams.

-Barca's little starboy almost drove him crazy in the champions quarterfinals(he's like a pain in his ass. all the time stuck to his back trying to get the ball away from him). Inter lose that match but Valentino is not angry at all, he's hella impressed by Marc bc that gremlin is different from all the rookies he know.

Marc:

-He wins the treble on his rookie season. And is the nightmare of all the teams in LaLiga.

-Grew up watching the great Valentino Rossi matches and he falls in love with him(also take him as his referent)

-The first time he met Valentino was in that champions quarterfinal match. Marc wanted so badly exchange jerseys with Rossi but he was a little embarassed because he beat his team. (Yeah they exchange jerseys and talked a little bit...maybe phone number exchange too)

...The divorce is a little rough(like irl) because years later Marc makes a dangerous play in an important match and cause Valentino end up injured. It was an accident but Valentino feels betrayed and he takes revenge on the next match(after his recovery)

(the divorce ended up like roy keane - alfie haaland incident)

[oh-shtars]

I’ve just had a random thought:

In the RFTS!Au, sound cannot travel in space, even in the plane of reality that stars live in. So instead of speaking out loud, (though most are capable of speaking when on Earth) Stars communicate telepathically in their own language. One that if humans were to listen to it out loud, it’s either too low to even hear at all or ear-blasting levels of loud. Either way, it’s indecipherable.

They do learn how to speak certain human languages out loud though, through listening to the wishes they hear and receive.

But as of through their actual out-of-this-world language, (considering on calling it “Celestial”), it’s telepathically spoken with their glow twinkling and flashing as they do so.

This video probably would explain better how stars irl “would” sound. They technically aren’t. Their waves are just converted to sound waves.

I guess you can describe it as sounds of whirring, humming and hissing.

BACK TO THE RANDOM THOUGHT-

Now I’m not sure about this, but the idea of Sueño just staring intently at the other starboys and attempting to speak in “Celestial.” Each one of them having their own confused individual thoughts on this.

Meanwhile, my guy is confused on why these other people that are supposedly his kind cannot speak their native tongue.

@rascalentertainments @signed-sapphire @annymation @uva124 @emillyverse @chillwildwave @gracebethartacc @tumblingdownthefoxden @mythartist21

[starlightdreamboy]

Autism Is Not My Superpower

I say my because I do not speak for every autistic person in the world, though I believe most to share this opinion.

Autism is a disability. It's not a superpower. It's not a 'different ability'. It's not some magical girl compact mirror that makes me super interested in bugs and great at math. I am disabled.

I don't think I know a single autistic person that thinks of it as a superpower. From what I've seen online and irl, the only people who refer to it as one are parents that are trying to make themselves feel better about having an autistic child, or trying to paint autism in a positive light, and in turn, failing to acknowledge the fact it is disabling.

My autism does not make me special. It does not help me save the world. It makes it harder for me to function in it.

Yes being autistic has had some positive effects in my life. I don't think I would be friends with Clover if we both weren't as there wouldn't have been any platonic connection or understanding between us that we couldn't have found with someone else.

Talking about the negatives of autism is hard because I feel like I am forced to say that I love being autistic if I post about it online but I don't love it. If I had to choose between being neurodivergent and neurotypical I would still choose the autism. But that doesn't mean I like it. I like that my brain works the way it does sometimes, but not all of the time, in fact not most of the time to be honest.

My autism means that I can't shower properly. I can't eat properly. I can't socialize with other people my own age and when I try to, I am often seen as weird or creepy when I begin to unmask. It affects my relationship with my partner and my friends. I don't talk to my friends a whole lot because some days I just don't feel up to it. It's hard to comunicate with my partner some times because of my struggles with understanding and explaining things. I have had fights with my sister over her not being able to understand why being autistic means I can't go to her birthday party. When I am in an argument I either shut down or get so overwhelmed by my emotions that all I can do it cry. When I go out in public I have to mask because otherwise I will shut down, much to the annoyance of those around me who do not understand.

My autism makes my every day life so much harder than it would be if I wasn't autistic. But I would still choose to be again, over and over in every life time.

— Autistic Starboy

[matter-of-when]

“ its not a matter of if ,

it’s a matter of when ”

HYDRA’S INTRO !!

HYDRA , HE / THEY

TRANS-MASCULINE.

IM ONLY INTO MEN !!

BOUNDARIES (IN CHARACTER)

NO SEXUAL JOKES, PLEASE

BOUNDARIES (OUT OF CHARACTER)

THIS ACCOUNT IS RUN BY A 14 YEAR OLD. DO NOT BE CREEPY.

I HAVE A VERY LOVING GIRLFRIEND, NO ADVANCES ON ME AS I WILL SAY NO.

I USE HE / HIM PRONOUNS, RESPECT THIS OR YOU’LL BE BLOCKED.

WHEN IM TALKING OOC, ILL USE WHITE TEXT

MY IRL NAME IS ISAIAH, USE THIS IN DMS WHEN OOC

I DONT MIND YOU USING HYDRA TO REFER TO ME EITHER TBH BUT YEAH

MAIN BLOG ; @starboy-6969

[comingyourlugubriousness]

"New year—a new chapter, new verse, or just the same old story? Ultimately we write it. The choice is ours.”

Art Summary for 2023!

Thanks for a wonderful year! This is not all my art, but if you'd like to see all my art check out the tag link here!

I always like thinking of these like a scrapbook for Yume (and myself); so I framed them like photos. It was a tough year, but I had a blast of creativity! I have big things coming up IRL that may take up a lot of time. Still, I hope to continue enjoying art and seeing everyone grow in the New Year!

Thank you to everyone who has supported and inspired me! °˖✧◝(⁰▿⁰)◜✧˖°

Links to art:

⭐Happy New Year of the Rabbit!

⭐Happy Birthday Yume!

⭐ Maximalists Eeyore Idia art and Meme

⭐Harvest Town Boa wear for Yume!

⭐Mer-May art Clownfish Yume x Anglerfish Idia

⭐Vargas Camp Re Run art!

⭐Tuna Sea side Summer fan event: Beach wear!

⭐Yume x Idia Art (A fav of mine)

⭐Sage Diner fan event: Yume in Uniform!

⭐Idia and Yume Adam's Family Halloween Comic

⭐Cosmic Starboy Yume (Technically not made in this month lol)

⭐Happy Yuletide and Merry Christmas!

[arsenalgbt]

In the arranged marriage au verse, I feel like there is definitely potential for a continuation of Ben and baby Ethan with Bennyliba endgame. What exactly that looks like is the more complicated aspect though. My initial thought is Ben being at a WDBz Sunday roast, Leo and Kieran are hosting of course and are just the image of domestic bliss. Declan and Kai, despite having a new born baby, are acting like they're on their honeymoon and are sickeningly touchy feely. Ben swears he heard Kai moan when Declan was kissing him. Ben is happy for his friends, really he is, but he also feels strangely lonely. It's not the same loneliness he used to feel when he was going through his post-partum depression, he's not that kind of lonely. He has his baby, his best friends, his nieces and his nephew and his parents. He shouldn't feel lonely. It takes him a little while to realise the loneliness he's feeling is because he wants a partner. He may tease his friends but he wants to settle down, he wants someone to make him a packed lunch to take to work like Kieran does for Leo or someone worth leaving work early for like Declan does for Kai. He wants a partner. Hooking up is great but he wants to date. He admits this to Kieran who of course makes some comment about Willo - in Kieran's defence, Ben talks about him a lot. Ben swears they are just work friends and that nothing is going to happen there. Willo is too young, too much like Kalvin, too dangerous. Ben isn't going to date someone like that, he needs to fall in love with someone smart, loyal, steady, dependable who knows how to use their dick well and is okay with him being a single mother. He needs someone like Rob (genuinely the first person to pop into my head, I couldn't think of other Ben ships and there is a really well written Ben/Rob puppy play fic on ao3 I like so...). He starts dating Rob, not introducing him to Ethan or anything but telling WDBz about him and brining him to a Thursday hang out after Kai and Declan announce they want to go out without Karla for the first time. Even Kai can't believe Ben brought Rob so early on in their reltionship. Ben wants Rob to be Mr. Right so badly that he is sort of forcing it while growing closer to Willo as friends and ignoring the intense pull and attraction he has to him. It's very much a head vs heart story with Ben always putting Ethan first and having a lot of moments with him - 💙🤍KT Anon

YOOOOOOOO I'M EATING THE HELL OUT OF THIS

He may tease his friends but he wants to settle down, he wants someone to make him a packed lunch to take to work like Kieran does for Leo or someone worth leaving work early for like Declan does for Kai.

fucking crazy... so vivid... the longing...

likeee rob???? ofc it fits. irl, rob and KT are besties. in this AU, I bet KT has been wanting to introduce rob to ben (being English, a good looking alpha, similar bantering style) BUT it's always:

rob was in the midst of fleeting relationships

ben was smitten af with kalvin

when kalvin was out of the picture, rob said he would love to meet ben but after his hair transplant was finalised LMAO (that, and ben was in therapy anyway)

and ofc, rob's pride as an alpha, wtf why did i write alpha lol - anyway because let's face it, ben is way way way richer than he is, who comes from a humble background just like KT ya feel me

omds I love this. I am bookmarking this as a fic material...

Ben wants Rob to be Mr. Right so badly that he is sort of forcing it

the vision...........

It's very much a head vs heart story with Ben always putting Ethan first and having a lot of moments with him

yes yes yes I would love the fic to be centred around ben and Ethan ofc! their progress as mummy and son... Ethan the starboy in a local footie club... omds now I need some snippet from your soccer mums au again!!!!

[ask-sunny-omori]

Don't send donation asks here, send them to @starboys-randomness please!

(And please try not to go too in detail about the graphic things in your situations, I am very sensitive and get triggered easily /lh)

Welcome to SUNNY'S ASK BLOG!!

RULES.

No stairs jokes (aka mentions of it are okay)

No harassment

Be patient bc art takes a long while

No slurs

No NSFW asks

You can bring up things like Mari's death, Hellmari, Something, etc., but please be mindful. (It does make me mildly uncomfortable in some cases.)

No religious discrimination, everyone is welcome here.

If you have an ask you would like to send, but don't know if it adheres to the rules, send it anyways. I take forever to answer asks, and for that I apologize

DNI LIST.

Basic DNI criteria (Homophobia, transphobia, ableism, etc.)

Proshippers and comshippers.

Fictionkin antis?? Idk how else to word it

Purely NSFW accounts (You're okay if you post SFW as well, I just don't wanna see too much NSFW on my feed bc I'm a minor,,,)

HEADS UP/WARNINGS.

I am a Sunny fictionkin, so that is why I ask you to please be mindful when bringing up things like Mari's death.

I have autism, adhd, anxiety, and bpd (borderline, not bipolar), so I apologize if I ever act out in a way that is confusing or rude, I don't mean for it to come off that way.

My account is NOT spoiler-free. Please tread with caution.

I am a multishipper, meaning I ship multiple different ships. Some of the ones that will be featured on this blog are suntan, sunburn, and sunflower, as it is mainly Sunny-centric.

The timeline of this is around 3 months post-good ending. You can find more info on the timeline here.

Names, items, and places will be in CAPS for in-character posts because that's how it's said in the game.

I often refer to Sunny as myself because, well, Sunny fictkin.

There will be many things in this blog that are not entirely canon, and those are all either headcanons or just things from my Sunny mems (memories).

Sourcemates (Fictionkin, IRL, fictive, all types of sourcemates) and doubles (Other Sunny fictionkins, IRLs, and fictives) are welcome to interact! I love talking to you guys :D

TAG GUIDE.

#sunnys art - posts with art in them, whether it's an ask or not

#sunnys asks - me answering asks in character

#snuuy bnuuy - ooc posts. these will usually be reblogs and updates (if I've been offline for a while)

#in character - in character posts

#sunnys reblogs - when I reblog stuff. whether it's in character or not depends on what I'm reblogging.

#omori spoilers - for posts that have spoilers in them.

#tw suicide - posts with suicide mentions or images

#tw mari's death - posts with mentions or images of mari's death

OTHER ACCOUNTS.

@starboys-headspace - Where I post about my hyperfixations, AUs, and OCs

@starboys-randomness - Where I just repost things that are either funny, important, or I just wanna reblog them

@starboys-fictionkin-stuff - Where I talk about fictionkin stuff, such as kin memories, canons, struggles, etc. (I'm very active on this account)

@putting-hanako-in-places - Where I put Hanako (from TBHK) in places

@childofthetree - Ask blog for Uncorrupted!Nightmare Sans

That's about it! If I think of anything else to add or need to fix something, this post will be updated.